[The squeeze and then the other hand joining in makes Pure Vanillas expression soften. He won't deny the other the comfort of touch. He spent time in a void, deprived of his senses for so many years... he knows what it feels like to yearn for anothers touch. So he shifts to wind his fingers in with Vash's, takes a tighter hold.]

You are, and that's all I can ask of you for now. And I'm proud of you for trying. Because indeed, I know how hard it is to forgive yourself when you feel you've failed... everyone.

[His kingdom in ruins, his citizens dead or fled. He wasn't there when they needed him the most. He failed them. He failed her. He failed-

He swallows and shakes his head, squeezing hands together lightly.]

But I promise you, the people around you will help you lift the weight a bit. Seek them when you need reassurance, when you need a reminder you're doing well. Don't hesitate to lean on them. On us.

[He knows he's a hypocrite.]