[Wolfwood isn't wrong. The sorrow permeates deep into Vash's soul. It'll be a long time before he's ever truly able to breathe through it. But it will pass, because it has to. Because he can't sit dwelling on it when there's so much more to do. It isn't the most healthy or productive way to go about it, but at least he's not currently beating himself up.
In any case, he has something else to focus on. He toys with the fabric of his pants for a long moment, before finally turning his attention back to Wolfwood. He takes a deep breath, holds it for a few seconds, before finally letting himself speak.]
I... don't know if can go back with you. If we wind up being given a choice, then... [He makes a small motion with his hands, before lifting them to bury his face within them. He wants to go, if only because it's extra time to be with Wolfwood. Extra time to help. But at the same time...] Zazie says they'll go for me. That they'll convince themself to not stand with Nai. Take care of... what needs to be done. And maybe if I'm not there, there will be less reason for JuLai to get destroyed.
At least, that's what I thought was the perfect plan. Now I don't know...
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In any case, he has something else to focus on. He toys with the fabric of his pants for a long moment, before finally turning his attention back to Wolfwood. He takes a deep breath, holds it for a few seconds, before finally letting himself speak.]
I... don't know if can go back with you. If we wind up being given a choice, then... [He makes a small motion with his hands, before lifting them to bury his face within them. He wants to go, if only because it's extra time to be with Wolfwood. Extra time to help. But at the same time...] Zazie says they'll go for me. That they'll convince themself to not stand with Nai. Take care of... what needs to be done. And maybe if I'm not there, there will be less reason for JuLai to get destroyed.
At least, that's what I thought was the perfect plan. Now I don't know...